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Tue, 03 Oct 2006 03:18:15 GMT

Mother fucker. My computer is slower than ever. I need to do something about it.

Today was pretty sad. Some dog ate my nokturnal mortum cd. HE ATE IT. It fell out of the cd holder somehow and he (and a bunch of other dogs) bite it and ate it. I was so sad :(

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 06:29:08 GMT

Pick up the new ANATA album if you havn't! I have two copies. if i lose one, i still have the other. it's definately sexy.

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 04:23:59 GMT

uhhhhh. *brain fart*

Today was pretty lame. I found out that my favorite season is Fall. The reason is many great memories happened during Fall. Well, there were some bad memories but for the most part, fall makes me feel good when I think about it. I guess the weather becomes shitty and rainy, which brings out the best of Seattle. Coffee on a rainy day. That's very Seattle and I would prefer no other way. I really cannot wait until September when the leaves die and yellow school buses starts showing at every corner. What's best about it is...I don't have to ride it at all!!! Now that I'm far away from high school, I'm longing for the day I go back to school...because I actually want to go to school. I'm actually fucken stoked. I really wish I had my own place now. Living with Andrew and having a few dogs. It would be very nice. Coming home from a big storm and there to greet me is Andrew and our dogs, which would be a malamute, rottweiler, and visla. I have fallen in love with vislas lately. Too bad about the global warming. If it wasn't for that, Seattle would be cloudy and chilled now. I really want heavy rain and some snow, like how it was 5 years ago. Like how many things were like five years ago. Those were the best times. It's just really depressing to look back at such fucken great memories and knowing that I will never be able to experience that again. Yeh yeh, new memories to make...but I don't know what can beat the memory of being young and not letting the heavy world get me down. I'm just fucken miserable nowadays. I'm ridiculously lonely for some odd reason. I don't talk to many people, but then again I don't really want to talk to people. Andrew and I have jobs and we don't spend as much time as we use to. Life is fucken retarded, and I blame myself. I just wish I had a few dogs to make life a little more cheery. Seeing other people with their dogs makes me sad for some odd reason. Speaking of dogs, Roxie was here today. She is Tyler's dog and she is the best dog in the world. I'd take her any day over FLOYD. YES, I said it. She is a staffordshire and the best one I've seen so far. She is coffee colored and give the best kisses. Ahh, I kissed her all day because she is such a sweet dog. She's terribly soft for a staffordshire. I don't know how tyler taught her dog to be so sweet, but all of her dogs are adorable. I've never been a huge fan of the staffordshire, pittbull....but whoa. I'd kill elves to get a dog like that.

On another note. SoP is coming sometime this year!! OH MY AFEFEAWFAF!!!! I will NOT miss this or else I'm slaying someone. And I hope Anata does some kind of tour because I bet they are way good live. I have been trying to pick up their new album, but I can't seem to find a good place to get it. :(

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 02:05:55 GMT

Last night's show was fucken sickkkk. I for some reason was blown away by Vile and I'm definately convinced to pick up their newest addition. Deeds of Flesh was great too and was more than I expected. There was not a single dull moment. WOW. Decrepit Birth was what I expected, and that's very pleasing I'd say. Overall a great night and I'm fucken glad I came. If severe torture was there, it would have been even better.

Wed, 02 Aug 2006 04:49:07 GMT

Gah. I need a new camera FAST. The one i have is basically stupid and broken because i tried taking new pictures and the lighting was sooo crap that it looked washed out and retarded. This is so devastating and I'm slapping a sloppy bitch if I don't get a new camera by the end of this year. Someone donate please! Even advice would be goood. I made some new clothes and it would be nice to take pictures of it before I lose it like how i lose everything. Selena would know.

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 03:49:13 GMT

okay. so here's my day at work since i have nothing better to do than update this pathetic journal. Today was a chaotic day...so chaotic i don't know what happened. I came in at 8 and everyone seems to be fine...until we had to put the dogs away so we can do the bathing class. and then after that class, it all went nuts. Tyler was sent home because she was highly stressed out, which leave me to do the LCing, which I don't know what the fuck to do because I was not trained for it. So I had to manage the crew and get checking in dogs...and not knowing how to do it. It was really weird and i couldn't remember what a tupperware was called. Hell, at that time, i forgot everyone's name. I was suppose to leave at 12pm, but i stayed until 2pm. And then during those hour, a bunch of people came in for their interview...so it was sooo crowded and noisy. But on the other hand, some people at work invited me to go see a movie tonight, so i'm going to that. Not exactly the people I want to hang out with, but i'm hoping it'll be better than me staying at home staring at the computer.

Oh Oh, today I had a great conversation about psycroptic with one of the guys who came in to fix some stuff at work. It was such a relief to know someone in Seattle who actually recognize the talent of psycroptic. It totally made my fucken day.

Sun, 23 Jul 2006 06:52:40 GMT

Today is crazily hot. I took a walk to safeway to get moi some fucken ice cream. At the checkout station, a vietnamese guy hitted on me. HE HIT ON ME. I don't recall the last time a vietnamese guy hit on me, because I'm far from what they want in a girl. So this guy must have been seriously fucken desperate to hit on me. IT'S FUCKEN INSULTING. yakkkk.

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 05:14:14 GMT

it's hotter tonight. It was almost 100 degrees today in Seattle. It was so hot that the dogs didn't want to be walked. They begged to come back inside after being outside for less than thirty seconds. Poor doggies. Work was crazy but great. Only three people worked in the back so we hassled our ass off. Me, going crazy from the heat and the dogs being hyper as usual. I had one ball and they were after it the whole time. Great times with those guys. I feel extremely BAD for construction workers today. There are hundreds of construction workers working in rainier, in alll parts working on all sorts of project. Man, Sucks big time for them.

I'm extremely bored right now. I have no where to go and no one to hang out with tonight. People really suck tonight. I asked many people if they wanted to go swimming, and they didn't want to and would rather stay home and clean. What the hell is wrong with you people? Hit the lake and get wet...swim with the dogs. do something with the water..why would one clean on a day like this? It'll only stress me out.

Fri, 21 Jul 2006 03:55:39 GMT

It's unbelievably hot tonight. Almost nine and I'm actually sweating, which is rare in some kind of way. Filming starts the day after my birthday, and i'm not looking forward to it. I'm going to be right at work at 6am like every time i work, and look like a slob while people are filming me still trying to wake up. ah, it's going to be hell. on the other side, I was promoted! Yay! Just when I didn't appreciate the new "you can't do this because i say so" atmosphere , I get promoted. Apparently, i'm going to be trained next week, but I hope my boss actually remembers...since she's so busy, she tends to forget things. I hope I will be good at my newer level, because I tend to be very bossy when there's so much shit to do...and people would be so mad by the time their shift is over. But I got paid today! That means, i get to pay some bills!! How great is that? Not a bit!

and I'm registering for classes! I'm oh so excited for school!!! sad to say. I like going to school and being challenge, now that I look at it. I'm going to try to register for 6 class and become a top bitch by the end of the day.

One Year!

Thu, 20 Jul 2006 05:20:51 GMT

it's our one year anniversarrryyyyyy. Me happy yes! We went on the ride the ducks ride and got a tour of the city...I already know how great seattle is, but the driver new a lot of facts, which was pretty fucken cool. I had a great time today. I'm happy. Andrew's happy. We're all fucken happy.

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 02:41:31 GMT

For a while now, I have been wondering why I've been seeing naked girl pictures on my computer. Andrew was looking around and asked me why there is a picture of a naked asian girl on a car in my pictures folder, and I thought it was some kind of a virus that puts nasty pictures into my computer....I thought this all along, but it really never hit me that my dad was looking at it. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW I don't think i've ever been so disgusted to this level. It's my dad, for fuck sake. typical, I know, but I'm so uncomfortable with it. and apparently, everyone in my house knows about this except for me until now. And apparently, it's normal and my mom is totally cool with it because of the culture bullshit. I just wish he'd take his porn to his computer and don't contaminate my precious xp.

Mon, 17 Jul 2006 03:54:26 GMT

whoa. today was great fun. I went to greenlake after work and got on the paddle boat and paddled all the way to the little small "island"...It was fun to lay in the sun for once and absorb summer. Fucken enjoy each fucken season. I can't wait til I get paid, because there is a possibility i might be out of here by august. I doubt it though.

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 04:51:38 GMT

I'm actually really excited for Slayer now. I don't consider myself a big fan, but I'm fucken excited.

Anyways, i just finishes some stuff when my dad came in and observe my hands. He said they look terrible like people who worked out in the field all day. Then he called in my mom and now they are making go to the doctors...Really, it is not necessary. I just dip my hand in bleach all day, duh. But damn, have i let myself down that much to the point where my parents are telling me to stop having manly hands? dad has been making comments about the way i dress...or lack of dressing up, i shall say. They are telling me i'm becoming less of a fucken girl. I'm just at the point where looking good is out of the question...gahh. I'm becoming sloppier than ever. give me a penis to call my own and we'll call it a day. shopping for a dress, or shopping in general is a pain in the butthole. So is wearing makeup and doing hair. What has become of me? I'm becoming a hobooo noooooo. oh well, time to eat dinner.

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 05:42:39 GMT

I lost a few taste buds and now part of my tongue is swollen and I can't fucken eat. I don't know how I scratch it..but i can see some of the missing taste buds. Andrew says I'm crazy...but hey. I know when I loose a few taste buds. I can't fucken EAT. I can't even eat a fucken banana. I tried taking a bite and i just gave up. I tried eating rice, and then it just wouldn't work. I drank tea all day and that's it. and well, i did eat milk chocolate raisins.

I've been so fucken lazy. I just stop responding to messages i get from everyone because they are not puppies!! Gah! I don't know what I'm talking about. But I have noticed that I am a bit of a dog racist. All my favorite dogs happen to be blonde. So now i'm a dog racist and my desire to use profanity has increased a whole lot more than normal. I now realize i use it just about every sentence. Oh nooo. fuckk. it gets out of hand at work...but thank fuck my boss never caught me saying it, or else she'll freak out because...she likes to freak out about things like that i suppose. I cannot wait for October...especially the first week. Yeh it's going to be sexyyy.

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 05:13:34 GMT

ahhh good weekend. For once, I only had to work for 5 hours!!!! Oh how great! spent most of it with drew...ahhhh good stuff. I'm so happy.

My artwork is laying on the floor and i just took a look at it...and now i realize it does look pretty cool.

Sun, 09 Jul 2006 06:13:30 GMT

Today turned out to be a great day.

I just saved a moth's life...I was showering and then I saw it flying into a big bucket of water..it was drowning so i opened my window and let it out...whoot. I feel goood.

Got a preview of my work schedule for the next two weeks and I like it :). I hope they won't change it cause that'll be major suckage. I'm going to work less hours which I'm soooooo happy about. Time for some room to breathe.

I went out and was suppose to shop for summer clothes since i don't have anything....well, i couldn't find anything good enough to buy so i had a banana loaf and went to a music shop. Yeehaw. Bought four cds and Im jumping with joy. I also bought a few other items I can't remember...then went out to dinner with drew..on the beach. it was great fun and i spent too much money today. gah!!

and work is a few hours away...

Fri, 28 Oct 2005 05:36:06 GMT

gosh, there's this ugly guy in the "longhairedmen" community who keeps posting his god damn nasty pictures for the public to view. How fucken disgusting! I'm sick of going to read my friend's page and seeing his ugly face plaster all over the page. ugh. On the other hand, Im way stressed out. and i found out i have to do 15 credits for third quarter..I was looking foward to that whole relaxing mode...I thought I was just going to do 10 credits...man. I'm so bummed out.

Today I went to take Raquel and my senior photo...Not much of one anyways since it's a rush. It was due a long time ago but Cummins is giving us a break and letting us turn it in tomorrow. So we hurried our ass off. It isn't the best, but it'll do for a headshot. blech. I had a really fun time shooting...and raquel looked really good in her pictures. I look forward to shooting her again soon. Hahahah. Now, i'm looking for other victims to shoot, since this photography life is so fun.

YIPPY

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 05:28:09 GMT

Well, isn't this great? My head is pounding so hard and my chest seems to be tearing apart. I was standing outside waiting to be picked up, and my teeth were chattering so much like a machine. I have never been this cold ever. My stomach tightened and It hurted like a bitch. My heart felt like someone was rubbing sand paper all over it. I'm not too happy with this cold I'm getting. But one thing i'm thankful for is..my panel isn't tomorrow, so I have one more day to do my essay.

Well, I hope everyone else is feeling great! because I feel like shit...My eyes are closed by the way.

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 06:21:21 GMT

i noticed that there is a pattern with my typing. Lately I've been miss spelling my password so many times. It could be that the weather is getting colder and my fingers are a bit numb. I dont know, but it makes me feel rather uncomfortable.

Well, today I went to the bubble tea training session. I really should have studied the recipe more because I really fucked up BADLY. We did role playing (no, not like that you dirty fucks)..and I learned that it wasn't as easy as I thought it would be. Making bubbletea requires mixing and stiring only right? Nah...different types of bubbletea..and I have to get the lingo right and fast. Man, I have to get this down in three weeks. I can do it...but it's just such a pain. But it was cool, i had a lot of drinks today and visited the bathroom many times.

Anyways, today I feel a little less sad than other days. Probably because I've been looking at certain things from such an acute angle. I'm just going to let everything go and let it be...I don't give two dimes what others will do or say because I don't care about them.

Anyways, Andrew looks really good in Black or Dark green. ahhhh droolage. I am so excited for this year to be over! I honestly don't know where I'll be going in life...I havn't even taken my SAT or any other test...so i'm screwed. But then i just don't want to be in any rush. I rather take one class at a time and learn it all in a soaking manner. I would enjoy school more if it works like that. Whatever, I'm looking way ahead for now. I should just really focus on my homework...

hahahha

One of the one million reasons why I love Andrew.

Life is GREAT!

Selena, if you're reading this....Emerald's birthday is coming up really soon and i think we should do something for her.

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 06:49:34 GMT

Well, it's about time for an update I suppose.

Tomorrow I'll be going for the bubble tea thing. I guess I have the job...I'm guessing or else I wouldn't be train. I don't know whether or not I'm excited for this job because for one...it's fucken bubble tea. If any of you know, the bubble tea culture is full of gay people who wear too many bright colors. Okay, i'm just exagerating...but what I'm saying is that it's too bubbly to fit my personality. But I'm glad that I landed a job that I can gain experience in...I'll be making ice cream and other sorts of cool shit that every five year old loves. That's cool about that. Ah, so what am I complaining about? I should be excited? But I'm just overwhelmed with tons of school work.

And I have figured out that I might be moving out in August...I'm aiming for that. And if everything goes well, I will be out by then. I'm not scared...it's just right now I do no have money. But in no time I'll have money. It just makes me sad because that means I'll miss a few good shows. That's sad. :( Oh well...at least I'm growing up and not leeching other people for money all the time. Well, i only leech off my parents. heh. Anyways...Andrew and I spent some time together this week that was pretty damn cool. I was sleeping next to him and then I had a dream that I was sleeping next to him. I was so confused by the time I was fully awake. Definately weird... It has been about 3 months for us! I'm so happy!!!

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 06:26:45 GMT

Well, time for an update. I really enjoy updating my livejournal. My birthdate fortune was true. I'm just wondering, since I update so much, why does my writing still sucks?

Well, my plan to do homework was demolished like an old building. Instead, I slept and got really lazy with Andrew. Ahhh, we watched a movie with my folks and ate great food together. Yesterday we went to that Babies R' Us store...it was rather REALLY fun. Andrew and I checked out the things there...and it was pouring outside. It was such a good feeling. Man, I now enjoy fall/winter even more. I really do. I can't wait til the weather gets a little bit worse...so we can run around in the storm and get wet..and then go home and get dry...and then laugh at some good jokes online. Speaking off jokes, I read a really gross one last night. It gave me this nasty chill that I do not want to receive again. Ever. And I was thinking, Evergay has a lot of albums out, but they aren't that that well known. Not that they are great anyways. They only had one good song and one badass guitarist,Henrik Danhage, who had such beautiful hair and awesome eyes. Okay, I must go study.

Sat, 15 Oct 2005 07:07:35 GMT

Whoa, this was insane for a few seconds. Washington has a new nickel!

I just found a nickel in my pocket and I decided to use my shitty camera to take a picture of it..since it look so different and clean.

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 04:27:25 GMT

I'm so exhausted I can die!! it was such a long day for me...and I still havn't written anything! arrrh!!

blargggggghh

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 07:11:24 GMT

So I had a preety shitty day today. I felt extremely tired and fell asleep everywhere I went. I'm suppose to write an article about the events that are happening at seattle Central, but I'm no good with News...so I'm struggling a bit. This god damn this...argg. Anyways, I'm sad that some people are just so dumb.

German was extremely boring today. God damn, the teacher is so fucken weird. He was talking about "walking"...and he volunteerily demonstrate walking...and it just looks really awkward and unecessary. It was just funny! He's a cool guy I guess. One of those guys who always get picked on back in the days...I'd imagine. I can't help it but laugh when he pronounce some words...emphasizing it...it's hilarious! I'm enjoying this class, but today was just really boring. And I spoke a lot...which I didn't like. I got my test back and I got an A+. Yah, at least one thing should be good for my shittyass day.

My folks picked me up from school and while they drove home, they made a poem about Sky, the doggie. My parents are fucken in love with that dog. I think that the chances of my mother loving the dog more than me is quite high. She wanted to video tape it put its picture in a frame. good fuck...that lady is just as obsessive as I am! Anyways, speaking of dogs...Andrew and I have decided to get two dog when we are ready for it...which isn't any time soon... But we're going to get two alaskan malamute...and later on get a rottweiler. And we're going to breed it....Mannnnn! I can't wait for that day to happen! But I'm speaking way far too ahead of myself now.

Um....Um...what else to say? I'm trying to save up money(that shit isn't happening now though)..so that i can move out next fall. I'm quite excited kinda...but a little worried. I guess what Im worrying about is breaking the news to my parents...that's making my excitement kinda die down. I know they won't be happy with it...But who knows...I can be wrong! and I hope I am in this case.

so yeh, I had a super shrimp burito today because I am from mexico. hahha yeh right. Taco del mar is a rip off of real mexican food..but at least it's yummy. It was so huge man! Like the size of my forearm...and I ate it all with a biggass drink in less than half an hour. As we all know, i'm a fucken slow eater...so that was tooigght. and then I had a bunch of peperoni sticks...Wow! I'm totally saving up my fucken god damn money. I spend at least 45 dollars every five days of the week on food..I feel so bad...I should starve for a week and get myself a new pair of pants.

Um, since a lot of people tend to make list for holidays such as birthdays, stuff like that...I think I want to make one too because I'm avoiding doing my homework. Okay.

-a box of number 2 wooden pencils
-a salami stick
-A box of peperoni sticks that weighs 2 lbs
-New clean black socks
-more pencils
-printing paper
-unmounted linoleum plates
-gift certificates to any restraurants
-paint brush
-a planner
-new clean towels
-cool condoms

Ummmm I really dont know. That is really all I can think of that I would want people to get me as a present. For the other real stuff I want, I prefer to buy it with my own moola. OOO la la...Well, there's gotta be an end for this and a beginning for my homework era. Sayonara!

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 08:23:16 GMT

Well, I just got back from Stratovarius and I'm so disappointed to inform you all that it wasn't what I expected. Something was missing from Stratovarius if you know what I mean. They weren't amazing like I thought they would be. ANDDDDDDD the setlist was an EXTREME disappointment for me. here was the setlist:

Maniac Dance
Speed of Light
Kiss of Judas
Father Time
Twilight symphony
Will the Sun rise?
Bass Solo(it was awesome! it's still in my head as I type this)
The Land of Ice and Snow
United
Against the Wind
Hunting High and Low
*encore*
Forever
Destiny
Black Diamond.

This list is not HOT enough for me. I expected more from Visions and perhaps more from the older albums. And I really thought they were going to play Eaglefuckenheart and FOREVER FREE...but they DIDN'T. Man...That really makes me want to cry! I'm way not tired right now...and that isn't good. But at least I made two new friends kinda. These two chicks and this mexican dude gave those two back stage passes to meet Strato! LUCKY THEM! They should have brought a camera because man, it's not everyday you get to meet Strato. Anyways, they were fucken awesome people. Josh showed up when Waking Hour played. Oh and Kotipelto shook my hand and glared at me while he sang black diamond and some other song I forgot. *dies* God damn, Tolki is such a god damn ugly man. I don't think anyone in that band was a looker...I mean..tolki had an ass like a Duck's. It fucken sticks out and it looks like he has girly hips (I hate guys who has wide hips). Hahah And their new bassist player was wearing these tight low rise jeans and an extra small shirt. It looked ridiculous. And Kotipeelto himself wore these weird jeans that seem to fit the vietnamese trend really well. Hahhaha. It's so strange! Into Eternity was great like everytime I've seen them. I like them more this time for some reason. And they had a slightly different set this time.
But overall, Strat were good, but not great. :( I just wished they would play at least 12 more songs. I mean, c'mon...! they had like...11 12 albums...so why limit it to only 14 songs? Fucken rediculous. hmmmm